I may call you by different names — Babe, Tony, Ilomi. Every name has its own mood. Ilomi when I'm happy, Tony when I want you to notice or listen to me, Babe when I miss you. I don't know how soon in the future I can call you mine.
We might be 3417 km away, still connected to each other through VC, phone calls, and sending parcels to each other — these have become our modes of communication. Without physical touch, tight hugs, without the warmth of you being beside me.
In fights, I wish I could be near you, console you, even get a bite mark from you. I miss it.
I am happy to be part of your life — giving me a place in your heart, for having me as your BF, for holding my hand saying "I'm with you" in an unspoken way, for correcting my mistakes. For making me believe in love.